The Foster Chronicles: ‘Nita, Week 5

Previously… (The Foster Chronicles: ‘Nita, Week 4)

Day 1

We do three miles. I attempt to orchestrate another play date with Redford afterward, but he’s drinking at the water bowl and curls his lip when she approaches.

NOPE. NOT OK WITH ME. I holler at him to cut it out. End of play date.

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Monday snuggles.

Day 2

Another short play date with Redford after our walk. Both dogs run. Both dogs rrrr. ‘Nita starts to snap a bit, and I put her on the ground. Tell her no and hold her down there for a minute so she knows I’m boss. She wags and tries to kiss me.

A woman expresses interest in adopting ‘Nita! I ask her for her location. Arkansas.

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Tuesday snuggles.

Day 3

Another woman wants to meet ‘Nita; she lives near Charlotte. Not close, but not Arkansas. Her car’s in the shop, but we make plans to meet halfway for a meet and greet when she has transportation again.

As a Zen exercise, I hand over admin rights to Tulip’s page to her adoptive mom and practice letting go. She does a good job with Tulip’s voice, but it’s still hard because I’m a control freak.

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Humpday snuggles.

Day 4

After four and a half weeks of rope burns on my hands, I realize that walking ‘Nita on the side of me that doesn’t have the traffic cuts down her crazed lunges at cars by about 50%. I am S-M-R-T.

Bonita is funny as shit on her Facebook page.

If you don't Like her page, you're missing out.
If you don’t Like her page, you’re missing out.

I didn’t get a picture of Fursday snuggles, but they happened.

Day 5

Two and a half miles and this play date made for excellent Friday snuggles.

Day 6

Friends come over to meet ‘Nita. She loves ’em down.

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She loves ’em down good.

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It’s icky outside, and for the first time in forever, we don’t walk. Regardless, there are snuggles.

Seventy-two people Liked this photo within 16 hours.
Seventy-two people Liked this photo within 16 hours.

I wish people liked my blog as much as they like ‘Nita’s Facebook page.

Day 7

I try to have Redford and ‘Nita play in the morning, but there’s been no walk for 36 hours and ‘Nita is just too wiggly. Redford looks perturbed so I call it off. We try again after the walk, and it’s fine. Lesson learned.

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I love how ‘Nita looks like a white dog from the front, a black dog from the side, and a tricolor dog from the back; a blue-eyed dog on the left, a brown-eyed dog on the right; Everydog.

Were there snuggles? OF COURSE THERE WERE SNUGGLES; IT WAS SUNDOG.

We start Doggy Manners class this week.

The Foster Chronicles: ‘Nita, Week 4

Previously… (The Foster Chronicles: Bonita, Week 3)

Day 1

On our loop, I notice two loose dogs, a brown pit bull and a brown fluffy mutt, romping behind a house. I pick up the pace, hoping to get by before they notice, but the mutt sprints toward us. My three start agitating, and I know how this will go down. Redford will redirect on Violet; Violet will snap at him and then duck behind me, causing ‘Nita to pounce on the opportunity to play with her, which will make Violet put her stankface on. I’ll probably get bit and maybe break a few fingers in the knot of leashes.

Ain’t nobody got time for that, so I toss Redford’s leash.

He and the mutt wrestle. The mutt takes off, and Redford bolts after him. I keep walking and call Redford back, and at 20 paces—what do you know—he bounds up to me, I pick up his leash, and we all go on our merry way. I give myself a little pat on the back.

Back at the house, I put ‘Nita on an extra-long leash and try to get Redford to play with her. He does laps by himself, but he’s not really interacting with ‘Nita, so I let him on the deck with Violet. Then when my neighbor stops by, ‘Nita gets so excited, she jumps the gate onto the deck.

NOPE. NOT OK WITH ME.

Semi-panicked, I drag her back and toss her through the gate. She tries to jump twice more, and I have to push her back.

You know, other than fun and companionship and emotional intimacy and sex and sharing of household chores, an extra pair of hands for dog-wrangling is another reason I could really use a boyfriend.

Day 2

Whenever I sit down—at my computer, on the couch, in the easy chair—‘Nita gets all up in my lap.

After work, I sit down to pee. She jumps up. I move my legs. Her front feet fall off my knees onto the floor. And for a moment, we’re both wearing my underpants.

Day 3

My sister, nieces, and nephew are at the park near my house. We head over to say hi.

Bonita Bicyclllllllllles

By the time we get home, I have rope burns on my hand from ‘Nita’s leash.

Day 4

Bonita Rope Toy

Day 5

The loose brown pit I saw on Monday, the one playing with the gregarious mutt, is out again, but in a different spot. I tense, preparing myself for drama, but the pit keeps his distance.

When we get home, the little muppet-dog across the street is helping his person rake leaves.

Bonita Neighbor Dog Is Out

I have to stop 'Nita from jumping the fence six times.
I have to stop ‘Nita from jumping the fence six times.

While lying on the couch before I head out for the night, I have an epiphany of sorts.

Pit Bull on Chest

*snore snore snore*

Shiv posits that it’s like a Thundershirt for me. Hahahaha—exactly.

I manage, with no help from ‘Nita, to wrest myself out from underneath her and go see a play. Seriously, you know how some dogs, if you shift, will jump down or roll over or acknowledge with a raising of eyebrows at least that you’re attempting to move? Not ‘Nita. She’s like, “I’M ON YOU BEIN YOUR THUNDERSHIRT WHAT.”

Day 6

Surprise, we’re walking. A neighbor stops her car and asks if I know someone who’s missing a brown pit bull. I tell her no but that I saw him yesterday. She tells me she’s been feeding him. The closest he’s come to her is 20 feet. She doesn’t want to call Animal Control because he’s not agressive, but she can’t keep him because she runs an in-home day care. I look for him for the rest of the loop. Not saying I’d take him home or anything.

No, really, just looking.

Honest.

I don’t see him. Rats.

At home, I try something new. I keep ‘Nita on the leash, and we all go in the house together. She and Redford wag at each other. Violet is standoffish. Two minutes, and then I segregate everybody.

I just want another person around in case.

Day 7

After some pretty spectacular

Sundog morning snuggles
Sundog morning snuggles,

I haul my exhausted, bleedy carcass to the gym, hit Geer Street Garden for brunch, and then—shocker—walk the dogs two-and-a-half miles. Again, no sign of the brown pit. :(

I plan to try ‘Nita and Redford together and see how it goes, but first I’m going to scoop poop. (SO MUCH POOP.) I put Violet inside, Redford on the deck, and ‘Nita in the yard with me. When I head to the trashcan, ‘Nita jumps the gate and is on the deck with Redford. I worry that they’ll be claustrophobic on the deck, so I scurry back and let the gate to the yard open and…

it goes swimmingly! Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!

Bonita Plays with Redford

I let them play for a minute or two and then call it a day. I’m going to take this real slow.

But yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!

Retrobrudiggity Friday 2/8/13

I feel like there’s a negative correlation between my level of PMS and my capacity with words.

Three  years ago, some teenagers blah blah blah. It was embarrassing.

Two years ago, Violet doe-de-doe, and I was falling apart.

A year ago, I flirted with a guy, and he pfthppptht.

On a positive note, a reader commented the other day that she found the blog by googling “fat crossfitters”. I love that so, so much.

Happy Retrobloinky Friday, y’all.

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The Foster Chronicles: ‘Nita, Week 3

Previously, in Bonita’s story:
The Foster Chronicles: It Begins Again
The Foster Chronicles: ‘Nita, Week 1
The Foster Chronicles: ‘Nita, Week 2

Day 1

We walk. So much walking.

If my two get a walk three days in a row, we can often skip the fourth. Not so with ‘Nita. That’s the difference between 4 to 6 years old and under 2 years old.

Day 2

I once again guilt myself into leaving her loose in the spare bedroom for the hour I’ll be at the gym. She yanks down the curtain and rod while I’m gone.

Day 3

My dogs are in; ‘Nita’s out. Like the nun in Madeline, I get a feeling that something is not right. I go out to investigate, and ‘Nita’s not in the yard. I run back inside, equip myself, and go scouting.

Bonita Neighbor Dogs HI

Day 4

‘Nita trots outside at 6:00am and goes batshit about a person walking by. I try to teach her about inside vs. outside voice etiquette.

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I’m not sure I got through to her.

After the long neighborhood loop, I put Violet inside, keep ‘Nita on the leash, and let Redford loose. My boy does five goofy laps around the shed (‘Nita’s dying to join him) and then stands on the porch. I stalk around the yard with ‘Nita, encouraging Redford to come closer. He’s not interested.

I put him inside and let Violet out, but she won’t come within 20 feet of me and ‘Nita.

I tether ‘Nita to the fence, put Violet on the leash and attempt to do some walk-bys. Violet’s OK on the first couple but tenses up pretty quick. The fur on the top of her butt stands on end, and she keeps looking askance at ‘Nita.

I switch out Redford for Violet, and he does great! Walks by about six times and then stands near her while I pet both of them.

Progress!

A little bit of progress.

Day 5

While we’re on our walk, I pledge to do more walk-bys once we get home. Instead, I sit on the couch and watch about ten episodes of 30 Rock. Side note: I am Liz Lemon.

'Nita makes the masks of the theatre. She's so dramatic.
‘Nita makes the masks of the theatre. She’s so dramatic.

Day 6

More walk-bys after our walk! Redford’s fine but uninterested. Violet plants herself and won’t go near. Sigh.

‘Nita and I head to Cary for her photoshoot… It does not go well because SQUIRRELS and DUCKS and BICYCLLLLLLLLLLLLES. She’s pretty much bananas the whole time and nearly tears my arms out of their sockets. The photographer gets a few good shots though.

Me & 'Nita
Note the sure-we-can-call-it-a-hug-if-you-want to keep her from taking down an innocent cyclist.

Day 7

Up to this point, ‘Nita has still resisted the crate. Not as vehemently as before, but when I tell her to get in, she’ll jump on the couch and wag wag wag and slither toward one end, like if she didn’t Cute me into forgetting what I was doing, maybe she could make herself slip through the couch cushions and hide. It’s pretty adorable, actually, so I decided to videotape it… but then!

:D

The Foster Chronicles: ‘Nita, Week 2

Previously: The Foster Chronicles: ‘Nita, Week 1

Day 1

We walk 4 miles. Everybody’s hot and tired by the end because it’s 64 degrees and sunny. Everybody’s thirsty and gets a drink of water when we get home. Everybody’s loosey-goosey from the exercise and fresh air.

‘Nita’s on the deck. I nonchalantly invite Violet outside—no big. ‘Nita’s ecstatic; Violet tenses immediately. I walk around the yard and say encouraging words. When ‘Nita approaches Violet, Violet arfs at her. ‘Nita throws her own neck to the ground. Whew!

‘Nita takes a lap around the yard and greets Violet again. Violet arfs again. ‘Nita submits again. Good… but Violet’s hackles are still up.

One more shuttle run from ‘Nita then another attempt to play with Violet. Violet arfs. ‘Nita decides she’s had enough of Violet’s shit and arfs back. They have words.

Godmotherfuckingdammit.

OK, breathe.

This doesn’t mean the same thing will happen with Redford.
This doesn’t mean ‘Nita and Violet will never get along.
Doesn’t mean I’ll have to crate and rotate them for the entire foster period.
Doesn’t mean that I fucked up taking in another foster dog.
That I’m bad at fostering.
That I’m incompetent.
Stupid.
So fucking stupid.

This doesn’t mean any of those things.

Except it does right now. In my mind, it means all those things right now.

Day 2

I think about all the things I’m going to have to do to fix this situation, and the most important, clearly, is getting help. I will need help from people who know about these things.

And I always kind of knew it in the back of my mind, but on our walk, it hits me like a bolt from the blue that my dogs are the problem. They need work. Last week, Violet was undeniably jealous. A couple times, I came out of the spare bedroom after a snuggle session with ‘Nita to find a piece of installation art like this—

a scene like this--dog bed eviscerated.
Dog Bed, Eviscerated.

It’s not like she can use her words.

And when I introduced them, Violet was so tense. Threatened, she looked threatened. She’s threatened. I need someone to teach me how to teach her not to be threatened.

Day 3

‘Nita still won’t get in her crate. I get a treat and tell her to come with me. She wags and runs into the spare bedroom and jumps on the couch. Then she looks at me and raises her eyebrows like, “What if I just stayed here instead? Good idea, right?”

It’s really cute. But I tell her no, not a good idea, and once I lead her to the crate, she walks in; I no longer have  to wheel barrow her.

Day 4

We do a measly mile before I head off to the gym. I vow to take them on another walk after my workout, but Monday’s weather was a lie—it’s now cold, and dark. We opt for snuggling instead.

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Day 5

To make up for my broken promise to them yesterday, I put on two pairs of pants, a thermal shirt, and a hoodie and take the kids on the 4-mile route. The wintry mix begins to come down 1/3 of the way in. We all get soaked through.

As we cross Roxboro, ‘Nita gets agitated (FOUR LANES OF VROOM-SQUIRRELS!) and nips at Redford’s jowls. He air-nips back. Fortunately, that’s the end of it. He doesn’t even look that perturbed.

I rub the dogs down with a towel at home. The fabric at the crooks of my elbows is frozen, and the dogs’ tails are coated with ice.

I rotate the dogs for snuggling purposes. They are very warm.

Day 6

‘Nita and I go to Phydeaux Raleigh for her first adoption event. SHE IS SO EXCITED. She meets several other fosters, including Layla who is a puppyyyyyyyyy aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh! She wrestles with Layla and then gets testy when other dogs come near her puppy. Overall, there are a handful too many stimuli for ‘Nita, and she has to have several time-outs for using her outside voice in the store.

I’m having major déjà vu. I tried to get a different dog from Tulip. I asked for a different dog from Tulip. But I think I got Tulip again.

Back when I lived in New York, I used to see this therapist. Susie. She was great. Tall, blond, late 40s. Voice like Stevie Nicks. Always wore Asian-inspired clothing and gave big hugs at the beginning and end of every session. In the waiting area, she had posted a list of Big Truths. I can’t remember all of them, but the first two stick in my mind after all these years:

(1) You’re here to learn lessons, which the Universe will present to you.
(2) The Universe will keep presenting a lesson to you until you’ve learned it.

And it’s true. I didn’t learn the lesson of how to get Tulip to integrate with my dogs, and I didn’t learn the lesson of how to get her to chill out at adoption events.

Stupid Universe.

But ‘Nita got a Valentine’s Day collar.

Be mine.
Be hers.

And the president of CCB says a woman who previously adopted from the organization has already been asking about adopting ‘Nita.

And like Tulip

she is oh so very cute and snuggly!
she is oh so very cute and snuggly!

Day 7

I make ‘Nita a Facebook page in the morning. By evening, she already has 60 friends.

The Foster Chronicles: Bonita, Week 3

Retrobruxist Friday 1/25/13, Now with Poontang Management

Three years ago I had twenty-one readers. Not sure how many I have now, but I’d say it’s at least twenty-nine. If you’ve never commented, leave your girl a comment! Let your voice be heard! (Seriously, if you don’t know me, and you don’t mind saying, I’d love to know how you arrived at my little corner of the internet.)

I went on a second date with Billy Joel two years ago, which led to a discussion of poontang management in the comments section.

Nowadays, if he insists, I do let the dude pay, but I tell him I’m treating the next time. And when I say ‘nowadays’, I mean ‘in the last year but not since the Dutchman debacle’, because actual-nowadays I’m avoiding every thought of dating, filling all emotional holes with dogs, and seriously contemplating single motherhood.

I was irrational a year ago. I KNOW. HUGE SURPRISE.

Happy Retrobruxist Friday, y’all.

The Foster Chronicles: ‘Nita, Week 1

The beginning of ‘Nita’s story: The Foster Chronicles: It Begins Again

Day 1

The rescuer and I make arrangements. I meet Bonita in a Food Lion parking lot. She wags. She tosses her head. And she shnurffles. Squee!

We ride home in the rain. I pull into a Shell, and while my gas is pumping, I get in the back seat and snuggle with her. Sweetness doesn’t begin to describe.

Redford and Violet are anxious to meet her, and she them, but I’m following the rules (some of them) this time: two-week shutdown. Not just because the kinks never got worked out with Tulip and it was probably my fault for not doing the shutdown, but also because my foster is recovering from an upper respiratory infection. Don’t need to be giving my dogs kennel cough if I can help it.

She goes potty in the yard and does a few shuttle runs, and then ‘Nita and I chill on the couch and watch Netflix.

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Day 2

No house accidents; still pottying perfectly in the yard. (She’s one of those dogs that walks while pooping as if to get away from it. I understand the impulse—it’s like giving yourself a courtesy flush.)

‘Nita does not enjoy her kennel and refuses to get in. I have a meaty treat in my hand, but she runs into the other room and peeks back at me. I’m going to be late for work, so I have to lead her by the collar and give her a little push inside.

When I get home from work, she’s leaping off my bed. I have forgotten to put the carabiner on the side gate. She’s clearly been reading my library book during the day. I tape the cover back.

She's clearly been reading my library book in bed. I tape the cover back. Good as new.
Good as new.

The shutdown rules say no walks, but that feels cruel, especially considering she’s only 1-2 years old. With ‘Nita on my right side and Redford and Violet on my left, we do the 2.5-mile loop around the neighborhood. Ah, yes, I remember this.

Did you know that you have a set of muscles that you use only for walking three dogs between 55 and 85 pounds? It’s true. The tri-caninus dorsi. They cover the area of your mid- and upper-back, lats, shoulders, neck, and triceps. And biceps. Also forearms, and sometimes glutes. It’s a large muscle group.

After the excitement of the first five minutes, ‘Nita does pretty well on the leash. She does lunge at a squirrel. And at a meow-squirrel who’s luxuriating in the crazy meow-squirrel lady’s yard. And then at one of those squirrels with wings that flies and goes tweet. But her favorite kind of squirrel is the mutant metal squirrels with round legs that run down the road and go vroom. Oh, man, she wants those vroom-squirrels so bad.

Other than that, she’s a gem.

Day 3

‘Nita chews on a tube of conditioner that was sitting on the edge of the bathtub.

I remember to put the carabiner on the side gate of the kennel before I head to work.

Upon my return home, I find Bonita still in the kennel, yes, but the tray, which now has bite marks on one end, shot out across the floor, the old sheet I put in there for her comfort shredded and strewn about, and

and five feet of divots in my bedroom wall.
five feet of divots in my bedroom wall which she must have accomplished by bucking like a bronco.

I literally say, “I wish you hadn’t done that.”

Ah, well. I’ve been meaning to paint my bedroom anyway.

Another 2.5 miles. My tri-caninus dorsi are super-jacked.

Day 4

‘Nita chews on her food bowl a little bit. I tell her no, and she stops.

I start ringing the bell when we go out to the yard to teach her to ask to go out.

She still doesn’t want to get in the kennel, and she’s pretty serious about it. She’s developed a resistance technique whereby she flattens herself against the floor and, when I try to pick up her front paws to put them in the kennel, she lifts her chin higher than the height of the kennel. It’s a good strategy. But there are two reasons my species has survived and dominated, and they are opposable thumbs and cunning. I lift up her back feet like we’re playing wheel barrow, which brings her head down, and walk her right in.

2.5 miles. No big. I’m strong like bull.

She almost sits when I give her her supper.

Day 5

I keep ringing the bell every time we go out.

My friend lends me a bigger, plasticker crate. Magic impenetrable comfy jail cell. No more prison breaks/crate tornadoes.

The hard part is not the 2.5 miles a day. The hard part is the dog shuffle in the house. How did I do this for seven months with Tulip?! Plus the dogs really want to meet, and I really want them to meet. I want us all to make a pile on the couch and watch Netflix like we used to do with Buffy.

Nothing like a dog high-five to make you realize how dusty your TV screen is.
Nothing like a dog high-five to make you realize how dusty your TV screen is.

Day 6

No walk. I’m out for several big chunks of the day. I feel bad putting her back in the kennel when I head out in the evening so I just close her in the spare bedroom. She’ll be fine.

But my remote won't.
My remote won’t.

Wait. This feels familiar.

Day 7

We do 4 miles to make up for yesterday. As we pass the dog park, I’m tempted to put them all in there and just get it over with. Neutral territory. They’ve already walked for 45 minutes when we pass by the second time so they’re tired. What damage could it do?… NO. I must be strong.

I don’t think I’m going to last two weeks though.

At 6:37pm, Bonita rings the bell to ask to go out.

She keeps trying to help edit this post.
She keeps trying to help edit this post.

The Foster Chronicles: Week 2

Super-Sparse Retrobruxist Friday 1/18/13

Oh, here’s a good story from three years ago. I still have that chair. It still has a pillow on it.

Two years ago I thought about going paleo. That’s as far as it got.

A year ago I had a bad feeling about the stray that I found. Indeed, that feeling was an omen. But that whole debacle was the thing that brought fostering into my life, and it has really been something, hasn’t it?

Sleepy Bonita
Sleepy Bonita.

Happy Retrobruxist Friday, y’all.

 

The Foster Chronicles: It Begins Again

It’s safe to say that victorious is not what’s happening in most areas of my life right now, but I can take care of a dog. I can do that. So last week, when CCB posted that a dog named Brandi needed a foster, I didn’t think too much. I emailed, asked if she was submissive, and said, if so, I’d take her. (I let them know I couldn’t do another 7 months of crate-and-rotate.) They said she’d be fine, so I made plans to get her.

From there, it got confusing. What I figured out by the end was that Brandi had been adopted, but the family wanted to return her because she had nipped the dad twice on the leg. Somebody at CCB talked them down—let them know that’s a behavior that can be corrected—and they decided to keep the dog. My services were not needed.

But by then, I kinda had my heart set on fostering again. The president of CCB said she and the VP would be going to some shelters soon to see who they could pull. After work Monday, I opened my email to find a message saying they had found me the perfect dog, and could I pick her up in the evening?

Yes, yes I could.

Right before I headed out, I saw that the prez had posted about my foster on Facebook. Two things: (1) she had been scheduled to be put to sleep on Monday—whew!, and (2) during the temperament testing, she submitted to and wanted to play with another female dog.

[Prez listed her as Bonita, which I’m not psyched about. If you pronounce Bonita the way it’s supposed to be pronounced, you sound pretentious as shit; if you don’t, Bonita sounds like some fat redneck woman. BowNEEDuh. In the shelter, the dog was Bonnie, but I had a dog named Bonnie growing up, and she looked about as opposite as possible to this dog. I thought maybe ‘Nita. Then, on her Facebook page, she could post, “I ‘Nita fur-ever home!” Get it? Har har. I asked my friends for help. Meg threw out Bonbon, or Easter Bonnet. Shiv suggested Lisa Bonet… I might be calling my foster dog Lisa Bonet.]

Prez also posted a photo.

Clipped ears, nipples for days, but look at that face!
Clipped ears, nipples for days, but look at that face!

One blue eye, and one brown! Gah!

I picked her up Monday night.

Happiness is a new foster dog.
Happiness is a new foster dog.

And so the Foster Chronicles begin again.

The Foster Chronicles: Bonita, Week 1